I prayed last night
It feels right to draw a line in the sand
I’m not sure if it’s wrong to never cross that line again
Even for artificial peace
In the moment it feels more wrong than right
Why should I care about him?
Because that’s what Jesus would supposedly do?
What if he’s a pharisee?
Should I pray for Saul to become Paul?
For forgiveness, because he doesn’t know what he’s doing?
Saul repented when confronted
He accepted change
And as far as forgiveness goes
It turns out that our Father did not forgive them all
Forty years were offered to repent
And become children again
He doesn’t have that many years left though
He knows he should do something
I prayed he would
Or, at least I think I did
Maybe I fell asleep
Before I got to that part
If he does do what is right
Does anyone even know what that would look like?