Vanishing point

Just call her

like you're on the phone

See if she picks up

She's alive

and ascended

The only reason not to reach for the phone 

and talk to her is

you can go directly to Joshua instead

Fine

Call up Josh then

Ask him

Talk to him 

Get his take on it

What's the worst that can happen

He'll hang up on you

He won't pick up

He will pickup

but remain silent

Maybe he will hang up

That's up to him

I don't know why he would

You would know better than I would 

about why He would

That's between you and him

And if he does

then you know how he feels about you

But at least he's going to pick up

and listen

to what you have to say

when you call

He calls each of us all the time

and we're the ones who don't make the time for him

We see him calling

Or we don't recognize the number

and send him to voicemail

He can leave a message if he really wants

Hopefully your inbox isn't full

But if you pick up the phone 

if you initiate and reach out

he's not like us

He will pick up

and listen

And that's what you need

We all need someone to just hear us out

He needs to hear how you feel

So tell him how you feel

Ask him whatever you want

Be real with him

He cares about you

She cares about you, too

She told her sister that she didn't want to be buried with their mother in Ohio

She wanted to be buried with her four children in Wisconsin

What we have been trained

and traumatized

to believe

to think

to fear

is the real myth

The horizon always ascends to eye level

no matter how high you ascend

Always